a better son/daughter (rilo kiley)

sounds a little different in the video than in the mp3.  i’m gonna be awake and alert and i’ll try to be positive, though it hurts, tomorrow.

Sometimes in the morning, I am petrified and can’t move
Awake, but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can’t breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother’s still callin’ you insane and high
Swearin’ it’s different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
That God never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
Crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you loved things just because
Like the sick and dying.

And sometimes when you’re on,
You’re really fuckin’ on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fuckin’ cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
You’ll fake it if you have to
And you’ll show up for work with a smile
You’ll be better
And you’ll be smarter
And more grown up and a better daughter, or son
And a real good friend.

You’ll be awake
You’ll be alert
You’ll be positive though it hurts
And you’ll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you’ll be a real good listener
You’ll be honest
You’ll be brave
You’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful
You’ll be happy.

Your ship may be comin’ in
You’re weak but not givin’ in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
And your ship may be comin’ in
You’re weak but not givin’ in
And you’ll fight it, you’ll go out fightin’ all of ‘em.

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